I feel I'm beginning to return to being a normal person. This feeling is so foreign to me...I haven't felt like this for four long years....I don't know if I'm even being screwed anymore. Take last week for example. I go to the travel agent, Moishii's cousin, to pay for my ticket. Instead of telling me how much I have to pay, he asks me how much Moishii told me I had to pay. Me, being doped up on painkillers, answered honestly. Yes.....I really should have been the typical asian and tried to screw him over by saying a lower amount. But as I said, I'm not longer the screwer that I used to be. So Moishii's cousin gives me this funny look, talks to his workmate in a language I don't understand (Despite what Moishii says). His workmate also gave me a funny look. At this point I was thinking "Is he looking at me cos I got a discount, or is he looking at the dumbshit that pays extra money for a ticket they could have gotten cheaper elsewhere?". I just don't know anymore.....I have no idea whether I've been screwed or not.....